JUNKIE
only slumping occasionally
hugging Quaaludes
on the Brewery barroom floor
short and sweet
skin dark as a florida winter suntan
pretty
shy
nobody should have called her
Debbie the Junkie
but we did
telling her she was driving everybody nuts
showing off
her dead boyfriend’s black onyx ring
she wore on a middle finger
promising to meet him soon
after killing herself like he did
on purpose with drugs
give it rest, Debbie, we said
so she did what she promised
and rest she did
eternal rest
buried by a stunned family
in an anthracite cradled grave
where I couldn’t visit
even if I wanted to
because I never knew her last name
doubtful her mother inscribed
Debbie the junkie
on the gray headstone
I couldn’t visit if I wanted
after more than 50 years
I wonder
if
that black onyx ring remains
buried in her coffin
like licorice Nibs left outside to stiffen
in countless hard coal country winters
where a sad young woman’s
cold bones
and that black onyx ring
lay forever silent
and alone